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This Is My Life Now
04:19
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I gotta dive back into a happier life
Give it my all and hope the trauma will eventually subside
I’ve been betrayed so many god damn times
Can I find a safe place that’s truly mine
Can I trust again?
Can I trust myself?
Should I go on seeking artificial hells?
How did I fall down?
This is my life now, crazy night life sounds
How did I fall down?
This is my life now, my hometown is drowned out
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2. |
Downtown
02:57
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In an hour flat, I will be downtown
While the city's traps head underground
And I will be caged without a frown
Surrounded but never taken down
They're already here, the sad machine fiends
Their tanks are empty, I'm their gasoline
I can fake elation with their pyrrhic wins
I can fake relations and blow with the wind
The time is here, I've appeared downtown
The sun is clear, I don't hear a sound
No panic attacks, sadness under wraps
Habits are learned, draw a mental map
My front is solid, I cure solitude
Though I can't say yes, I can be pursued
The time is here, I've appeared downtown
The sun is clear, I don't hear a sound
No panic attacks, too early for that
Clean the place up, divert and distract
My smile is empty but I know its role
Though I'm lonely, I can soothe their souls
The time is here, I've appeared downtown
Sun is crystal clear, I don't hear a sound
No panic attacks, too early for that
Clean the place up, divert and distract
Zombies walk right up their stools
I know what they are, I'll lay down no rules
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3. |
She
04:45
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I guess someone could call me crazy
But I think Chloe should know better
Right now her mind it cannot find me
But I should really be her shelter
But if I search my soul for motives
Will I find all the righteous ones?
Shouldn’t that just be instinctive?
Or am I already too far gone?
Am I truly going crazy?
Or am I turning into a monster?
If I look deep down within me
Is there some good to be uncovered
But if I search my soul for motives
Will I find the righteous ones?
Shouldn’t that just be instinctive?
Or am I already too far gone?
You'll never be mine
And I will never be yours
It’s all in my mind
A weak dream of course
But if I search my soul for motives
Will I find the righteous ones?
Shouldn’t that just be instinctive?
Or am I already too far gone?
Am I already too far gone?
Am I already too far gone?
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4. |
Bloodshot Eyes
03:36
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Your eyes are intense and I like your tone
This life owes you words that you owned
It's hard to seek what you can't describe
It's hard for the void to make you feel alive
We may never be handed a megaphone
To lead the revolt against chances blown
But your bloodshot eyes can now see a way
You're such a sweetheart, you got a ton of soul
You're a masochist and your fist ain't so bold
If there's a story that you'd like to tell
Send those muffling hands all the way to hell
We may never be handed a megaphone
To lead the revolt against chances blown
But your bloodshot eyes can now see a way
This town is cruel, it's all bought and sold
But don't let that fact make your heart grow cold
I know all too well how sick one can get
Just sweating out some of last night's regrets
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5. |
Shoreline Memories
01:54
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6. |
Chloe's Plea
05:12
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You know what happened a year ago
I need to see some action now
We both know that love can grow
But I can’t fake attraction now
Don’t you dare slut-shame me mister nice guy
This god damn town is out to maim me inside
You claim you wanna help me
Well that’s a nice try
I’ll navigate around here
Without a nice guide
I am a girl who was betrayed by another guy like you one day
I can’t hold on to what you sell
I’m trading with somebody else
Worries only add more weight
To this anxiety I hate
I learned real well to tame mistrust and recognize lust
So don’t you tell me what to do or this fling is through
You claim you wanna help me
Well that’s a nice try
I’ll navigate around here
Without a nice guide
I am a girl who was betrayed by another guy like you one day
Now the piranhas in this river are all out to eat up my liver
I am a girl who was betrayed by another guy like you one day
Now the piranhas in this river are all out to eat up my liver
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7. |
The Exchange
03:54
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You know the product comes cheaper
When you buy it from the neighbour
He comes to spend a hot minute
I can self medicate for hours
Some say I’m up to no good
Same old cliché, misunderstood
I know damn well that they all would
Ain't nothing to add, it’s understood
Why does this world want to shame me
I’m just getting what I need
Who in this world can walk with me?
Empaths are such a rare breed
The harassment comes quicker
When you buy it from the neighbour
I just told my brand new ally
His smile gone, he’s looking sour
Now he thinks I’m up to no good
He’ll never trust my neighbourhood
He’s playing nice but I know he would
I knew he’d leave as soon as he stood
Why does this world want to shame me
I didn’t put those demons there
Getting by and you can’t blame me
Pass me by, no need to stare
Pass judgments ‘till your hearts content
You're all hypocrites with your contempt
I know what the look in his eyes meant
We’re not all alike above this cold cement
Looking for understanding ears
Someone who’s intentions are clear
But all I meet are scavengers
And all their words are well rehearsed
You all think I’m up to no good
And you avoid neighbourhood
I’ll always be misunderstood
I won’t lash out but I sure could
Why does this world want to shame me
I didn’t put those demons there
Getting by and you can’t blame me
Pass me by, no need to stare
Pass judgments ‘till your hearts content
You're all hypocrites with your contempt
I know what the look in his eyes meant
We’re not all alike above this cold cement
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8. |
Delivered
04:22
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Your eyes are intense and I like your tone
This life owes you words that you owned
It's hard to seek what you can't describe
It's hard for the void to make you feel alive
We may never be handed a megaphone
To lead the revolt against chances blown
But your bloodshot eyes can now see a way
You're such a sweetheart, you got a ton of soul
You're a masochist and your fist ain't so bold
If there's a story that you'd like to tell
Send those muffling hands all the way to hell
We may never be handed a megaphone
To lead the revolt against chances blown
But your bloodshot eyes can now see a way
This town is cruel, it's all bought and sold
But don't let that fact make your heart grow cold
I know all too well how sick one can get
Just sweating out some of last night's regrets
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9. |
Honest
03:42
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I see people hurt so much
Walking blindly out of touch
I see those who spend their lives
Getting foolish buying lies
It’s to each their own I guess
I’ll be honest till the end
Whether I’m broke or on the mend
I’ll be honest till the end
All by myself or in demand
I have seen the blackest skies
Becoming blessings in disguise
And all the ones that would enrage me
They’re not able to tempt me
And I won’t settle for this
I’ll be honest till the end
Whether I’m broke or on the mend
I’ll be honest till the end
All by myself or in demand
I can’t chase a hallow prize
Stay underground refuse to rise
I’ll be honest till the end
Whether I’m broke or on the mend
I’ll be honest till the end
All by myself or in demand
I can’t chase a hallow prize
Stay underground refuse to rise
I can’t chase a hallow prize
Underground refuse to rise
I can’t chase a hallow prize
Underground refuse to rise
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10. |
Sailing
04:25
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Bleeding away all my emotions
Stuck in perennial confusion
I need a remedy, need a solution
Get off my feet start the excursion
Advancing step by step my thoughts I collect
To hell with these walls around me
All of the frontiers I reject
Nothing keeps me locked away
Now I’m sailing ain’t no one complaining
Though I was ailing I’m sick of this failing
And now I’m sailing away towards healing
Facing a phase of deconstruction
Hesitation, it blurred my vision
And I ain’t gonna dwell on my imperfections
Get back on my feet and take some action
Advancing step by step my thoughts I collect
To hell with these walls around me
All of the frontiers I reject
Nothing keeps me locked away
Now I’m sailing ain’t no one complaining
Though I was ailing I’m sick of this failing
And now I’m sailing way towards healing
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11. |
Island
05:28
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Rising above this world that abused me
No longer crawling, begging on my knees
After the chaos comes serenity
I've severed myself from necessity
Embrace the ether, no chance I'm falling
Move at my own pace, no longer stalling
I am no demon, know I'm not dwelling
No fake emotions, no vice I'm selling
If each human's an island
Then I was deserted
It's too late to ask now
If I deserved it
Washed away by waves
Of everything I craved
My treasure is set free
Though no one can see
In the ether I will rise again
Chackles and chains, fall like rain
A new consciousness has set me free
No more Chloe, no more plea
Waves are rising higher
Taking me away forever
Tide puts out my fire
I set sail to wander through the waters
Snap out of it,
It's a blessing in disguise
Tide is going now
I arise
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In Sylva Montreal, Québec
In Sylva is a collaborative project by Canadian musicians Thomas Polychuck and Will Régnier. At the core of In Sylva’s sonic landscape lies a fusion of captivating melodies and sophisticated arrangements that stretch the boundaries of rock. Their sound is meticulously crafted, delivering an immersive experience that invites listeners to dive into a unique musical universe. ... more
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